Wednesday, February 28, 2007

I GIVE YOU FAIR WARNING ...

... I'm climbing on a soapbox.

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In my Bible reading today, I came upon Luke 24.39.

It is the evening of that first Easter day. Jesus is talking to his disciples. They are afraid; they do not trust their eyes; they can't believe it's really him! But he does not look down on them or belittle their doubt and fear. Instead --

"Touch me and see," he says. "A ghost does not have flesh and blood, as you see I do." And he shows them the wound-marks in his hands and feet.

With that, he invites them -- he invites me, and anyone else -- to examine on their own the things about him, to see the proof for themselves.

Try me, he says; test my words for yourself.

Come and see that I am real.

Monday, February 26, 2007

Write On!

Writing is one of the scariest things I've found.

Don't believe me? Perhaps you think writing is only a matter of sitting down for a hour or two with your laptop or a pen in hand and putting down whatever comes into your head.

Perhaps you're right.

But.

To finish a book, you have to keep on putting those words on paper (or the computer screen). All the time a new scene, fresh dialog, different characters, another locale. You can't stop where you are, admiring your own word strings, or the flow is lost and you're left polishing and re-polishing that one single sentence.

To keep writing -- ah, here's where the fun begins -- because continuing on with those pages involves change. Sometimes you don't know where to go; sometimes you don't know what's coming next; sometimes you just haven't the foggiest idea in the world where Chapter 10 will wind up at.

How's that scary, you say? Well, as theologians, philosophers and psychiatrists all agree -- Fear of the unknown is one of the greatest fears we humans face. Dealing with that fear can lead to solutions ranging from nervous incontinence, to simple avoidance of things, to abuse of drugs or alcohol.

So how does a writer keep on getting those words out? The best way I know is to stay in the moment, to focus on whatever is there in front of you, and allow 'the muse of the story' to take you wherever he/she/it wants you to be.

Of course, invariably (as with all things), as soon as you get comfortable there, Reality forcibly knocks on your door. And that's when it gets really hairy: to be required to leave the Muse and handle Reality.

See? I told you writing was scary.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

CHANGES

New beginnings.

Different roads.

Break ups.

Removals.

Upheavals.

... scary, ain't it?

Yet in my life, time and again the old adage is proven true: 'The more things change, the more they stay the same.'

Welcome to my world.